https://torontosun.com/sports/hockey/nhl/jeremy-roenick-sues-nbc-claiming-straight-man-discrimination/amp
I wish we could still say retard so I could call Jeremy Roenick a f***ing retard.
It means you take everyone's opinion deeply to heart and you're trying to convince yourself that you don't care. If you actually didn't care, you wouldn't even think twice about it, let alone tweet about it.