For 2013 I was excited, but cautiously excited, because I knew full well the other side of the coin, and how bad it could get and now we're experiencing it, so I've basically come to the point where I DGAF. Plus I have MLB.TV so I can enjoy around the league baseball so much more and appreciate how f***ing good Vin Scully is as a broadcaster. 2009, I sold into the hot start and was let down, of course, my knowledge of baseball wasn't nearly as broad as it is now, so emotionally, 2009 was worse for me.