It’s funny because yea it’s just sports, none of it matters. But also, you will die one day so technically life doesn’t matters.
We find things that give life meaning even though it’s all arbitrarily meaningless in the end.
So it’s kind of like religion, you put a lot of belief into something that seems ridiculous to other people but that’s what keep you going. It also builds character to suffer.
There is always an empty feeling after a season ends either way, it’s just magnified a bit. Baseball is my main focus 2/3 the year also so you can’t really fill that void easily. It does feel like my first breakup even though I only dated her one year, like the baseball season.
You don’t think it will get better but in a couple months you will have forgotten all the bad feelings and be ready to be hurt again