I can verify that I played ball with "Jay" for half a season 11 years ago. He was a walk on for our team, older than the rest of us. Seemed like a nice guy at first but then you realize...yikes.
I used to have a soft spot for you because I think you have troubles. But you've been bullying other people here too much and I think you've gone way too far, and I've lost any respect I had for you.
I didn't want to say bud, out of respect for you, but you clearly had mental issues 10 years ago, and you clearly still have them. I really hope you seek the help you need.