Days like today make it seem f***ed when we call a game in August a "must win". This is it, if they lose pretty much all hope is lost and I'll have a numb feeling for tomorrow's game, won't even feel real for me.
So much pressure to get these bats going, can't have a 2-1 game, need to put up 5+ and get some momentum.
I'm too invested in the Jays, it's sad but it will crush me if they lose today.